Thursday, January 31, 2008

Out of Sorts

Have you ever had one of those weeks that you just seem completely out of sorts and you can't seem to find your way back to what is normal...this has been one of those weeks for me. Being Sick never helps, but even after I have pretty much recovered, I still feel lost and out of it. I tried to make some sense of it yesterday by just getting away to a coffee shop and seeking to organize myself but I think that my confusion runs deeper than that. All I can do is seek the Lord.

Many times when I get into these "funks" if you will, the Lord desires to get my attention and teach me some things and in order to do that he lets me get all discombobulated. I am a very organized and schedule oriented guy and so when I feel UNorganized I get frustrated and feel like I don't have control. And this may be exactly where God wants me. Sometimes I can't "organize" my way out of things...and I have to realize that I am not in control and never have been. All in all God uses these times to draw me to Himself and for this I am grateful!

2 comments:

bootgun said...

dude, nice use of "discombobulated"!

Teri said...

I'm praying for you....and those pictures of Kelsianne took my breath away.....God has blessed you with a fabulous gift!